To everyone that really wondered or cared or any such...
Ok, things are going alright, in one way or another. I noticed that I haven't updated my journal in ages, in fact, since I left home to work here in Windhoek.
Ok, so where do we start? Things have been rough, tough decisions where made, as well as mistakes been made, lessons been learned, and life being a pain in the abdomen as it is to everyone, but all an all, I'm still proud that I came here, I finally have somewhat something to feel proud of, and the first week of work has been a horror just to start getting used to, but by the next week I got off quite well.
the office was at or pretty much next to work, and everything was brilliant, all was well. ^^ But just that week, we moved offices into town, and I have to go into town itself every morning with one of my bosses... Well, that's fine, I get along pretty good so far with both my bosses and everyone here in the office. :3 It's just that one of my bosses (My ant that offered me the job) drives to work 6:h30 every morning, and I have to get up at 5... 
In the evenings I go hame late as well, which is a real pest, but anyways... :/ Thank goodness I get paid per hour as far as I'm cincerned, so I score a little. 
Ether way, I get home, and I'm usually very bussy, washing dishes, helping Anita (another one of my ants I'm living with,) to look after my cousin. No problem with that, it usually keeps me busy. :3 Srill though, I keep so darn busy lately, I don't get much time online, and by the time everyone goes to bed, I'm usually too tired to do anything, like drawing or so (hence why I haven't really drawn anything since I got here. 
) I don't really even get the weekends to tell you the truth, coze in the weekends when I'm not helping Anita some more (whole day's work just to mother, help her a little bit with her work, and then cleaning the house), I'm usually busy helping a frend out with a little house I have to move into for the time being. It's me and my bother's house actually, but he's decided to go on holiday, and now I have to finish it alone here with some help of a friend... It's really not much, bairly anything, a whole room, with a bathroom, and so it's nothing too fancy, but for living alone, it's rather perfect. :e Well, news goes on, changes keeps on being made, things are complecating, and non of my plans are working together... I plan several things, try to make them work together, but just splits appart into tiny little bits and pieces that I have to dam up and glue together in one way or another... just to have it burst again. >.< But Hey, lucky I like a good challange. Sometimes a bit too big and extreme, but ah well... I just hope that things will fall into place again, Coze God knows, sometimes I just feel like dropping down and die.. >.< But I'm alright at the least.
This journal I also mainly made just to ask my greatest appologies to everyone that feels so neglected... It was never intended, I prpmise!
I wish I could make up for it though! I really do! So when things settle down (and trust me, by the pace things are going now, it may or may not take a while (
) But I'll do mah very best. 
Hope to hear from you all soon! ANd TELL ME HoW YOU'VE ALL BEEN!?!
With lots of love, kisses, and hugs :iglomp:
your missing gallary art spammer,
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