Random poem.. Coze I felt like writing it..

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What happens if I have guilt in my heart so deep...? It hurts so bad... Specially if I felt like I've hurt everyone that ever cared about me... To the brink of even my parents are utterly disappointed in me... Just beause of the coices I've made... I feel utter guilt in my heart becaus their mad at each other... because of me... and I'm not feeling sorry for myself... Yet I want to cry so hard for everyone else... For them... I want to cry for those dear to me that I've hurt... I feel like I don't deserve to live... But I won't give up now... Just.. Tell me how I can ease the pain.. If you know... and not let the thought haunt me to the end of the earth... And my Shattered heart scatters afar, where it feels all hope of ever finding the pieces again... is lost...


A tear for every need of forgiveness...
A melody for every heart that lost hope...
A Kiss for every pain...
A hug for every lonely soul...
A rose for the unloved...  
And Love for the broken heart...

A tear that washes a away the wrong.. And to tell you that' it's alright...
A melody to let you know that It's not over...
A kiss to tell you you'll be alright...
A hug to let you know you will never stand alone...
A rose to tell you that Someone loves you...
And Love to put together the shattered pieces once again... To bring joy and hope back into your heart...

I pray that everything will be alright... Though I won't easily forgive myself...

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It'll be alright Cindel, your parents might be mad with the choices you've made, but look what they've done for you. You've grown up SO much, made SO many new friends, gotten a job, you're in school, and all that. They might think it's no good for you, but listen more to what God has to say, and what your heart says. Those two will never steer you wrong, I promise. *hugs tightly* I wrote another one shot with me and you, and Cindeska and Lunero in it. I knew I felt moved to write that this weekend for some reason.